Sunday 15 December 2013

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Selipar DAISO rm5 je n selimut pasar malam je..huhu..mau tido..
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JaNji ALLAH iTu PAstI :-)

Disebabkan sekarng ni sume orang duk sibuk bercinta, so gua pon buzy body gak nak menulis pasai cinta..ceh3..haha..gua mmg xreti jiwang2 karat ni pasai gua ratu rock..wakaka..but dis time im trying my best to talk about love story..bueeekkk..classical tahap gaban pnyr ayat..xpe2..wa start cite..merapu je lebih..

Dah bertahun aku kenal dia, kenal rapat and so close like what we called, bagai isi dengan kuku (huhu..peribahasa melayu sikit, bangga cg BM wa) dengan dia. Memang kteorg kamcing like every single things between us like no-no secret. But yeah, we've never meet for even once since kteorg betol2 rapat.
Macam mana aku boleh kenal dia? Bagi aku its kind of rare sikit sebab selalunya orang tak berani nak usha anak cikgu kita sendiri kan? Tapi thats what i've been doing, so x semena-mena kteorg memang satu kepala and memamg dua2 kepala hantu..haha..so since tu kteorg jadi kawan sampai sekarang.. Lebih kurang 5 tahun la kteorg punya frenship ni..Then, back to the story, one day kteorang decide nk hangout sekali, so dalam hati awal2 dah pasang niat nak propose dia. Pasal pe aku tekad sgt, aku dah lama kut kenal dia, dia single, aku solo, aku pun dah lama duk pendam perasaan aku ni yang x terluah-luah lagi. Sebabnya, first im afraid of losing her, falling in love with ur besfren n trying to propose her, u put urself in a risk of losing ur love n maybe lose ur besfren too. Second thing, aku rasa x proper kut klu aku nak propose dia, padahal aku xpernah pon jumpe dia n gile apa klu aku propose guna phone je, x romantik langsung..hehe
So, kteorg pon jumpa la di suatu hari itu, lepak sama2 and last pergi makan. Then, aku pun mula menutur bicara, membuka niat aku sebenar, cakap kat dia as proper as i could so dia xde la shock tahap x ingat, x pasal tarchycardia and CA (cardiac arrest), mahu bernangis x berlagu aku. And suprisingly, dia macam punya sikit x shock mahupun exxcited like she;s aspected i'll doing so maybe, tapi tu andaian aku je la..
She's just listen to me and not even say a word, sampai la habis story aku, and arsa cam penceramah x femus pon ada, dengar tapi cam xde perasaan jer. Krik..krik..masing2 diam, akhirnya dia cakap jugak.
" u know what,i've been prepared for this for such a long time." Hehe..dalam hati dah berbungs-bunga pasal dah aspect a good sign. Tapi still control machi, diam and lether finish her words.
" Klu awak boleh stalk saya, tanya Anis macam2 pasal saya, and do anything just nak korek rahsia saya. Saya pon boleh buat macam tu. Saya tanya orang macam2 pasal awak, sebab saya nak kenal awak, bukan sebab saya x prcaya awak, tapi saya nak kepastian.Saya tanya ramai orang awak tau..". Dalam hati, haishh..memang nahas kau Anis, elok2 aku ckap jangan bagi tau Qish, dia bagi tau jgak.
" And my answer is no. I dont u to be mine, and i dont want to be yours. I know its rude to say this, but this is my decision. Its this and only this".

To be continued...
pasai gua dah ngantuk, gua nak tido lu..hehe..langkah prevent mata panda..
Assalamualaikum..sayonara..jzkk..
Enjoy themomentz..=)

Saturday 14 December 2013

Assalamulaikum, selamat sejahtera, annyeong, moshi2, sawadika..
macam2 istilah dh aq gne, pe pun selamat datng la kat aq..kui3..sbb no followers lagi, so im just welcoming myself by myself,,btol ke ayat tu..xpe la, suka hati aq la, bedal je, yg penting kita enjoy.. ;)))
im personally own dis blog to share my thought..acececeh..haha.. 
kite kongsi ape yg patut supaya sama2 dpt benefits..ye ke idak??? hehehe...
Btw, im just a simple girl with a normal life of being a student rite now..im happy of my life n realy enjoy d momentz..u have only 1 chance of being u at a time..once it passed, then u lose d chance, no RETURN, no REPLAY..chase NOW, bfore u LATE and being LEFT by the time..sayonara..:-)